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written by:17.06.2003 To Sachiko Kaory, my little sister!

Walking Thoughts

To Sachiko Kaory my little sister.

It hasn't been a thousand years since I started to love you

When children I let you kicked my ass

I hate fighting, and was afraid of proving how much hurt I could do to you!

although we did fight, 60 minutes every hour pulling each other's hair,

and 27 days every month, calling Us all kinds of weird names,

but We were just trying.. both of Us, to get along,

I used to see you as that little creature ..

when by my parents I was told:

she's your little sister, the one you're supposed to love the most!

how could I do that, when you took from me all of my parents love?

Even you dared to leave me with no fucking toys,

thus.. I laughed at you like mad,

you were just so small, I noticed because of your hands,

I watched you, funny thumb sucker...

so tiny and so lovely...

so crying... so stubborn.. I used at you get so mad!

Yes, I did love you since then,

Are a thousand years, with this walk passed by?!

People used to say We were just so alike...

I never asked a logic reason nor cared of their insane kinda why,

I mean I was skinny and you were just so fat,

I was even taller, and you were shorter.. and maybe not that fat

I used to play by myself... I loved being alone at all times,

and you always were with someone,

laughing and just hanging around,

We were not THAT alike,

I was the smart, quiet and beautiful child,

and you were the cheery, noisy kid who always was found slept,

you didn't care much about where you were at!

and I loved you since then,

even though you were this annoying little pain,

in my cute tiny miney skinny ass!

We took different ways, to get to our dreams, or at least do the try,

I hope you never hesitate if the needing me matter is

making you cry,

I'll cry with you, because I still love you,

little Sachiko... small intruder, you.. mine mine

do you know that I'm of you, so fucking proud?

oh Kaory, beloved sister...

... how much time since this walking thoughts,

started to fade away as time goes by?

~Michiko

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