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 Been away for so longfeel sad... and alone!
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• I'm still convincing myself, • I can't believe what you said, • Thus I crooked love into hate,
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| RAGE MORE! all I got from you is this necklace you gave to me, back when we were among but not in between, everything else ended in my trash can, so don't try to regain your place, that just it won't ever be, you've lost it all... burnt me down just to be reborn, I saw you yearning, saw you longing for some more, and you are aging, getting older.. once again giving me a call... I treat you like if we've always been good friends, though I don't care whether you're happy or in pain, oh rage more! I know you don't miss me, nor miss my touch, is it sex what you're craving for, my dear? I don't ignore that I lack of whatever you're looking for, so go to your boys, or to some bitch.. just go to those who you still can ditch... undress yourself, so they know exactly what you need! don't you worry about me.. I'll stay at home.. because indeed... it's not a whore what I'm up to seek! You granted an ending to my immortal love, you took my everything, and left me just with this void, which now is filled up with hate in its pure form... no intentions I have to change what you've done, no forgiveness you'll get, out of chances you've run, you weren't mine, nor weren't for me, though you weren't my desire, indeed you were in whom I believed.. now my farewell wishes you neither bad nor good things, so leave me where I'm at... behind my grin, and you go back to your hole... or wherever it is that you dwell, stick to the fact... that we are not although we once were, stay out of sight... while I rage for more inside this shell!
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| You were always on my mind.. still think about you all the time... How could you fooled me around, and then leave me behind... drowning within a slothful cheese off pride.... once again I came to find no loyalty is around those people I care about .... the most....! You were always first in line thought gained the flavour of your mind.. hence I was more than simply blind, I was in love aching inside... asking for you to tell more lies, I couldn't deal with your desires despite the fact that I tried to embrace them, fretful I was, no common sense, I've lost my mind, even if I knew it was a worthless... waste of time.. I kneel down mourning one more time, trying to fix my angst-ridden heart, with my ripped up life, dwelling in fire, my dearest heaven is crumbling down... and although my eyes now are open wide, if I could change what's on my mind, I'd change my everyday goodwill and pride.... I'd trade my spirit, soul and mind, to peter out the harm you caused in my life!
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| ( undesired pain ) An undesired dream took me through time, brought back love and pain in a blink of an eye, then a chill in the air was felt by my heart, having to see how you played me around... ( swallowing sweet lies ) An undesired feeling was growing inside, my whole existence was sucked by your eyes, confused and unwilling I swallowed your lies, misguided needing twisted the knife! ( perfection in mind ) An undesired love erased space and time, led me to where my feet touched no ground, glancing perfection or losing my mind, no heaven nor hell could have gone this far... ( odds of dying ) An undesired ending turned to pieces my life, today though still breathing I would rather have died, all the odds were against me but I refused to realize, you were all I believe in... but never were what I desire. ( pride )
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05.09.2005
02:35